Dreaming Rape

It's 3 am now, the wind howls outside with a complicated calmness. The girl next door change's again with the shades open and the lights on. But Alex isn't interested in that anymore. He's been there and done that. The day was warm, started off like a normal day. Alex left his house ran across the street, and sat on the curb. Blinded by hatered from a household of criptic liars. He didn't notice her walk towards him, till she sat down. There she was, the girl next door. The girl he only new by preying the blinds were open at night. She sat down looked at alex and ask why you crying? Alex stared into her full blue eyes and replied, "my house is hell and right now your the only bright spot in my life"! She looked at him and said "well my house isn't any better,my dad like's to watch me change". Alex offered to comfort her and murder her dad but she didn't want him to saying "i'm going to be the one to murder him"! Alex gets up and asks for the girls hand, she rises and replies "my name is Stacy". Alex allmost fars down by her cerisma, but stands his ground and ask's her to go with him to a place he likes to go when he's deppressed. She walks with him without any words. It only took 30 min but they are there now, next to the river under the bridge. They found a spot on a rock with silence all over the river. Alex stared with empty eyes over to Stacy and asked for a kiss! She leaned over and kissed him on the lips with no effort at first, but then Alex got a crazed look in his eyes. He grabed Stacy and threw her on the ground, she screamed but around here Alex knew no one would ever listen. So Alex continued, he tore off her dress and unziped his pants. Alex's voice got deep and vorger now with anger pouring out of him. Stacy cried but Alex didn't care all he wanted was what was under her dress. Alex forces himself on her, fingering and enjoying, Alex says " fresh and soft just like a virgin"! He get's more violent, now he pussing her head down and pulling her hair! Stacy cries out for help but with no prevale. Alex stops abruptly! Looks down at Stacy, her body pail and motionless. Alex hasn't realized what he has done yet, but he jumps up to convey the situation. He panic's and races off home. Alex gets to his front door shaking with fear, he runs upstairs and take's off all his cloths and lays in bed, crying over what he could've had, but just ruined. Alex wakes up and looks out his window, there she was Stacy or was it? Alex confused by what he thought had happened, now shes the girl next door changing next to her window again. He falls down on his knees, realizing that last night was just a dream, a dream so real in this life of a deranged teen.