Life without the prejustice of joy

Its 9.50 in the morning and idk if im still trashed from last night or just hungover. I gotta stop this im 19 and its bad all i do is drink smoke party and bullshit>> I go every thurs night till sun night not knowing how I got home or why theres a new burn mark in my car. my memory is shot my feelings are shot and now my life is shot...But yea idk if I previosly stated this but I refuse to go to JERSEY shows anymore... They all suck same old bands same old people + 30 new 13 year olds.... NEW YORK SCENE HERE I COME!! Im reading this good book that makes you see the world and how you go about life at a total different aspect "BLINK The power of thinking without thinking" get it's a all around good book for everyone.

Wed-emanuel-the continetal NYC
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