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I left her in my sight-while she felt her eyes close on our love-when the river shines gold and the glimmer hits my sight i realize what I left behind-the girl I never knew I loved-the girl that never knew she loved me-blew between my finger tips with a gentle breeze-***

Back to the story ... When did drinkin become a habit? When did I become Me? What the FUCK am I talkin about? Today July 12 2.zero.zero.5.. she left me with only her hand across my face..../..are heart attacks caused from to many heart breaks? will she ever know the truth:-0?